Sunday, April 17, 2005
okley, i know im *takes out fingers and count* damn... not enough *takes out toes* 14 days behind, so heres a recount.
Sunday, Apr. 3 2005mel and bree came over today. this happened 2 weeks ago, so excuse me if i dont recall all the details. everything is still a lil bit foggy, so yesh.
well, bree came first, sometime around 1. i was sitting in front of the comp talking with sar when she buzzed up. i took a brief look at myself. bedhead, pjs and a flimsy cotton white belly top. um... not something i would wear to non-family. so after hanging up, i ran to my room, literally stripped off everything that i was wearing save my undies =P, and threw on shirt when bree came knocking at the door. hopping across the apartment with one pant leg in my jeans, i looked through the eyehole and saw bree. i screamed at her telling her 2 wait while i struggled to get my other leg in the jeans and zipped it up in a hurry.
still fidgeting with my messed up shirt, the result of hurried jeans putting on, i opened teh door and let bree in. of course, what else to do but to rush to the computer on such a windy and snowy day. it was raining and snowing outside and there wasn't anything we could do outside, so we went to the comp where sar was still talking and talked with her. then who should pop up but kaitai so bree started making fun o him. i tried to stay out but temptation got the better of me. u guys gotta realize that it isn't everyday that i get to diss kaitai without facing any consequences. so heres a lil excerpt just in case you're curious.
[01:00:57 PM] We live in a: i am not welcome here
[01:01:03 PM] We live in a: i see whats happening
[01:01:10 PM] We live in a: i see how this works
[01:01:48 PM] We live in a: u guys are having too much fun with these
COLLEGE guys
[01:02:03 PM] We live in a: or does college guys stand for something
[01:02:06 PM] We live in a: hmmm....
[01:02:09 PM] We live in a: hehe
[01:02:11 PM] We live in a: aaaaaaaaaa
[01:02:12 PM] We live in a: oooooo
[01:02:14 PM] We live in a: mmmmmmmmm
[01:02:17 PM] We live in a: :|
[01:02:20 PM] We live in a: +o(
[01:02:43 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : we're havin' fun with college guys
[01:02:48 PM] We live in a: o god
[01:02:51 PM] We live in a: no
[01:02:52 PM] We live in a: no
[01:02:52 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : its wild n crazy make out session here!!!
WOOT!!
[01:02:54 PM] We live in a: it stands for something
[01:02:57 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : <:o)
[01:03:09 PM] We live in a: college stands for...
[01:03:10 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : wait...so busy we dun want to talk
abymore..(exeunt)
[01:03:16 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : BIG SCHOOL
[01:03:20 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : aka BIG!!!
[01:03:33 PM] We live in a: big what!
[01:03:36 PM] We live in a: :|
[01:03:48 PM] We live in a: umo
[01:03:52 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : big macho guys!!!
[01:03:53 PM] We live in a: um
[01:04:06 PM] We live in a: with big....
[01:04:10 PM] We live in a: +o(
[01:04:15 PM] We live in a: shame on u two
[01:04:33 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : big what?..hmm..?
[01:04:51 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : us wittle girlies r cwonfuzzled....
[01:04:54 PM] We live in a: hmmmm
[01:05:09 PM] We live in a: what could it possibly be?
[01:05:18 PM] We live in a: lets think
[01:05:27 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : or u think
[01:05:27 PM] We live in a: a big macho guy would have...
[01:05:30 PM] We live in a: ok
[01:05:33 PM] We live in a: i am
[01:05:33 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : big....muscles!
[01:05:38 PM] We live in a: mhm
[01:05:39 PM] We live in a: and...
[01:05:42 PM] We live in a: big...
[01:05:47 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : big.....mustaches!
[01:05:54 PM] We live in a: and...
[01:05:56 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : thats it isnt it!
[01:05:58 PM] We live in a: big...
[01:06:13 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : ..um....oh they have to have xxl tshirtts
[01:06:18 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : xl
[01:06:27 PM] We live in a: ?
[01:06:30 PM] We live in a: ok
[01:06:33 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : or else itd b like dimitri trying to wear
dorcys coat
[01:06:39 PM] We live in a: ok
[01:06:41 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : or u wearing lilys tank
[01:06:45 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : teehee
[01:06:51 PM] We live in a: :|
[01:06:53 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : \inv29
[01:07:00 PM] We live in a: it never happened
[01:07:09 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : what..the big macho ppl?
[01:07:14 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : or UR perverted mind?
[01:07:22 PM] We live in a: nvm
[01:07:22 PM] We live in a: ok
[01:07:28 PM] We live in a: back to thinking
[01:07:37 PM] We live in a: these BIG guys would have BIG
[01:07:40 PM] We live in a: muscles
[01:07:42 PM] We live in a: moustaches
[01:07:46 PM] We live in a: t shirts
[01:07:53 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : um um..oh! ...wait/
[01:08:03 PM] We live in a: yes yes?
[01:08:13 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : elbows..ELBOWS!
[01:08:24 PM] We live in a: elbows
[01:08:27 PM] We live in a: t shirts
[01:08:30 PM] We live in a: same thing
[01:08:42 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : nono...wer very very turned on by those
hot elbows of theirs
[01:08:54 PM] We live in a: ok
[01:08:58 PM] We live in a: wait
[01:09:04 PM] We live in a: do they have BIG...
[01:09:07 PM] We live in a: u know...
[01:09:09 PM] We live in a: BIG...
[01:09:19 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : comon...we already thought alot...U THINK
[01:09:28 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : wer running oiut of ideas
[01:09:31 PM] We live in a: i cant say it
[01:09:36 PM] We live in a: im forbidden by god
[01:09:39 PM] We live in a: u know
[01:09:39 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : tsktsk
[01:09:51 PM] We live in a: do they have BIG...
[01:10:00 PM] We live in a: u know...
[01:10:06 PM] We live in a: that thing...
[01:10:09 PM] We live in a: u know...
[01:10:11 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d... i...
[01:10:15 PM] We live in a: BIG
[01:10:20 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d... i...
[01:10:21 PM] We live in a: dice?
[01:10:27 PM] We live in a: no
[01:10:28 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d... i...
[01:10:34 PM] We live in a: ur hanging out with pimps?
[01:10:39 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d... i...
[01:10:42 PM] We live in a: they have big dice?
[01:10:43 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : o ya.. totally pimpin'
[01:10:56 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : they say *cues cellphone voice* "hello
james"
[01:11:04 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d...i....
[01:11:10 PM] We live in a: ?
[01:11:13 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : comon..u know...say it
[01:11:13 PM] We live in a: im not following
[01:11:22 PM] We live in a: d..i...?
[01:11:34 PM] We live in a: tell me the next letter
[01:12:31 PM] We live in a: d...i...
[01:12:31 PM] We live in a: ...
[01:12:37 PM] We live in a: *-)
[01:12:46 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : d... i... c...
[01:12:54 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : comon..its EASY after this!
[01:13:09 PM] We live in a: o
[01:13:10 PM] We live in a: o
[01:13:10 PM] We live in a: o
[01:13:12 PM] We live in a: i know
[01:13:13 PM] We live in a: ooooooooo
[01:13:14 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : yes yes?
[01:13:16 PM] We live in a: dictionary!
[01:13:21 PM] We live in a: wait
[01:13:30 PM] We live in a: what kind of gathering is this
[01:13:42 PM] We live in a: big guys with dictionaries
[01:13:49 PM] We live in a: BIG dictionaries
[01:13:59 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : EEEXCACTLY!
[01:14:31 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : we simply adore nerdy guys
[01:14:31 PM] We live in a: yessss
[01:14:43 PM] We live in a: ooo
[01:14:45 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : pay attention
[01:14:46 PM] We live in a: me too
[01:14:48 PM] - ?(f)M!zz? : u mihgt need this
and yes, that was a LIL excerpt, wasn't that? the actual convo was triple if not quadriple the size of this very intriguing excerpt. so we spent all 1 hour and a half talking to him until mel came and we had to pick her up from downstairs. we found her incapable of mastering the art of going up the elevator on her own lolz. silly silly mel mel. whoa...i sound like jacob two two here.
i like that show. that show is cool. i love the concept and the surprisin' thing is that its actually educational. i mean, c'mon. what show teaches lil kils exponents?? 2×2×2=8 which is jacobs age btw. so its actually 2 to da powa of 3. oooooh, dont that sound oh so smart? i think so yes. and he always says everything twice. although dorcy was quite slow and did not figure it out until i saw the ytv commercial which told me that. it was then the light came on and i understood why jacob was was called jacob two two. cause i had come to gather that the queer lil kids last name is not twotwo at all.
i mean, jeez, who has a last name like twotwo? no offence or anything. i think the last name two two is perfectly cute and adorable and in fact i would love to have a last name like that instead of the boring chen. then again, i didn't have a choice so i guess im stuck with it until i get married one day. mwahaha, then i'll get to change my name to something like princess consuela bananahammock like pheobs.
um... or not. bananahammock. kaitai outta get a good laugh outta that. speedos. but honestly, i dont see whats wrong with wearing a speedo. i like speedos. well, that might be because a majority of guys in china wear speedos, but that is really not the point. and i am not fascinated with them speedos for the reasons that you might think. speedos do reveal quite a bit, in fact more than i need or would like to know. but hey, if you have the self constraint of ur eyes and mind, you should do just fine in front of a guy in a tight lil speedo.
speedos, bikinis, same deal. they all reveal too much. if girls are expected to wear bikinis in this stupidly superficial northern hemisphere, whats wrong with guys wearing speedos? this is so sad and pathetic. girls have to wear super revealing stuff 2 be labelled as a turn-on. wth is up with that? y are we expected to strut around in tube tops that have the same material as a bra, when all the guys do is throw on random shirts and board shorts and are classified as "hott"? if we are expected to wear thong bikinis and what not to look hot, jeepers, i dont see what the big fuzz is about speedos.
stupid corruptness of society. y cant we just wear tshirts and stuff like any regular guy? its so unfair. if we wear stuff like what we wear... then the guys should do something about what they wear. go strut around in ur tightie whities and feel your skin burning with the glances of lust hungry girls. i have nothing against revealing clothings, they are cute and all but its just not fair that we're wearing wat we're wearing and guys aren't doing anything to balance that but stare and look and gape at you. how shallow can people get? im sorry, im just really agitated now what with writing this and thinking about all the clothes im seeing when i go shopping. cleavage, cleavage, cleavage, belly tops, belly tops, belly tops, short shorts, short shorts, short shorts, micro minis, micro minis, micro minis, tubes, tubes, tubes. okley, i think i've made my point.
stupid guys, its all their doing. according to dimitri's chromosome theory, everything that everyone does is contributing to achieving the ultimate goal of finding the perfect mating partner. if that is so, then everything, from clothes, to bathing suits are designed to attracted characters from the opposite gender. if only guys would sotp being so superficial and look for more than just high shelves, and stop being so horny and so easily turned on, and achieving an orgasm. look at us girls. sure, looks play a part, but do we really give a damn about catching glimpse of whats under ur pants? do i see news about any male celebrity pumping their balls? i dont think so. but then u have pamela anderson, stupid no brainer who gets implants the size of mars, then decide to take them out couple months ago to achieve a more natural look, good thing too, caust those implants that conceited stupid girl put in her is leaking. then waddaya know? she was "disappointed" with her "flat" look, and puts in new implants the size of jupiter. i wish they leak. that'll stop retards from the world screwing up their breasts so they cant breast feed.
cruel cruel world, cruel cruel women, who are willing to sacrifice breast feeding. sure, there're all those formulas out there, but nothing beats breast feeding when it comes to the benefits of the kid. stupid girls. stupid stupid girls blinded by stupid stupid guys. guys outta have more control. go find one partner and love and screw her for the rest of ur life and stop infecting ppl with retarded STI's. stupid girls, take a good look at guys. take a good look at the lust in their eyes. take a good look behind those eyes that swore once to you they they will love and care for you until the rest of their lives. go figure and decided if what they say is the truth. a man's love and sex is always separate. of course, me being 14, have no say watsoever in the matter. so go ahead and trash what i say. but open ur eyes and look around you, look at the world, look at how the sad pathetic lil place world that we live in known as world works. why are there hookers/ prostitutes roaming the streets doing fugly desparate guys? because those desparate ppl exist, thats why.
honestly, if you're currently offended, i advice you not to read on, cause i have worse stuff to say. there is no such thing as a guy that is getting together with you just because he loves you. he will always be wanting and demanding something else. no matter how much he wants it. its there, its just a matter of how much he is willing to control his wants and needs for the sake of you.
stupid girls who are revealing everything u got in hopes of getting a guy. godamit plsh stop. if you're doing that to get a guy, thats really sad. will u not question what his true intentions of getting with u are? use some common sense. then again, for the sake of ourselves, stop being so superficial and so easy. how much do we have to go through for the sake of single surge of endorphines, and the guys? 58 seconds and what not. woot. if its already so hard for us and so easy for the guys, why are we still doing whatever we can to help the guys get what they want easier? should it not be the other way around?
i dont have a problem with guys being horny. in fact, i acknowledge and respect this. but maybe its time society learns to stop making all girls into pretty, perfect, plastic barbie girls, and stop making us put on things that dont cover at all. and girls who are still all for breast implants. godamit, i have one thing to say, you're dumb.
i personally think that size is something like looks. sure, its a great bonus, but when it really comes down the things that really matter, u gotta realize that its not something that u look for in love. if its truly love, then that carries lil meaning. sure, love and lust comes as a package. i outta know, but when u draw the fine line, u will throw size outta the window eventually. and to all the girls and bois who still cant see the errors of girls in getting implants, ur shelve sizes dont matter at all. even if you're a sex addict who is on the constant hunt for orgasms and what not. dear lil girls. if you still want to think that size matters, heres how u can go about thinking of it, without killing urself with leaky implants.
size, when it comes to girls, do not matter. i repeat, they do NOT matter. if u are hungry for sex, which im sure some of u are or will be, u can still have good sex without ur stupid retarded leaky implants. now, im still saying that size dont matter, aren't i? well, now, if u must (i promote this in no way wahtsoever, in fact, i try to think the exact opposite) think that size matters, go fuzz over how big ur guys is. because the logic here is, u dont need implants but u do need big dicks to have good sex. there, happy?
now then. im sorry, i know it was very offensive but... ya, it does speak the truth although, its kinda pointless and stupid. so do NOT hunt me down and waht not, because i told u of a logic that does NOT exist for me personally that much. so there.
wow, that was quite the tangent. just ignore it. god, my room is soooooooo warm. ahhhhhh!! needa opne windows. hmm, where was i before i got onto the topic of jacob two two... *frantic scrolling up*
ah yes, mel came. so then we talked about saturday. quite da fling masters i assure u all bree and mel are. keith and marko outta feel very warm n fuzzy inside :P. and all this time i just laid there and listened. for some reason i dont talk much when its just me, mel n bree. they always seem 2 b talking, and i find it at times difficult at times to contribute anything, u noe. like my story is there for all to see and theres really not much to it and had i contributed anything... it most definitely doesn't add to the mood. so i listened carefully and oooed and aaaaed over their lil flings. its cute, very cute.
then we decided to pop down to dominion and spend 33.1 dollars on groceries... wow, i feel like a 40 year old granny. *twisted face* then we came back, ate, talked more, ate, talked more then everyone left an dwe did our editorials. and mom got pissed at me for not working. woot. so ends that fateful sunday.
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