Monday, September 05, 2005
I have but one thing to say.
SCHOOL IS TOMORROW!!!
and I am seriously freaked and scared. I cannot imagine school without Bree, Dimitri, and Rach. But most of all, I
cannot imagine school without Kaitai. Exxagarating as it sounds, I cannot imagine life without him. Or maybe I can, but it isn't pretty.
Damn, if I think it's hard, I wonder how it is for Bree. She only has Cissy, who dedicates herself to a blank chunk of wood with ivory keys.
Or Dimitri, who knows no one but Wes and Pauline.
But mostly, what about Kaitai? He knows no one. No one at all.
No one likes to be alone. And as much as he says he doesn't care, he will, to a certain extent. I can only hope and pray that he is happie there at Glenforest. How I wish I was there to look out for him, or just give him moral support for his first day in high school, all alone. What I wouldn't give to have him enjoy his time there.
If you can hear my prayers, the prayers of a non-believer. Please look out for Kaitai.
God bless my baby.
Throwing you kisses @ 9:02 PM
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