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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

I'm hungry.

What does a girl have to do around here to get some food???!!!

Well, not much. But that's not the point.




April 24

Remember how I was complaining about how I'm so under-appreciated? Well...

I STAND MY GROUND!!

It's so frustrating. I can't believe I put with all this. Jeez. I must really be some kind of pathetic softie to do it. Blehhh

I can't believe I'm still friends with Mel after she just completely ignored my efforts in correcting the darn script just "yesterday".

My bad. Actually I can.

It's so annoying how easily I forgive people just because of one kind little thing that they do.

The story is I went to Mel's house and she was so incredibly nice to me, it's quite freaky. Just when I found yet another reason to severe our terms, she comes up to me with this huge smile and friendly hug. Tell me. How am I supposed to reject that? Besides, it's not like I can just end a friendship. It just doesn't work that way.

If she has flirted with your first ever major crush and made you so completely miserable, I think you have enough reasons to severe your ties.

LALALA. I didn't hear that!!

You useless softie!

LALALA. I didn't hear that either!!

Fine, deny yourself the truth.

LALALA. Not listening!

You shouldn't just let her trample over you like that.

Still not listening!

Fine

Fine.

But it's not my fault though. It honestly isn't and it isn't Mel's either.

Mel can be just about one of the best friends when she wants to be. I mean, who else called me from Queens? (excluding the fact that no one had calling cards/ cheap cell phone plans) Besides, her warmth is quite contagious. I don't know. But when someone subjects you in such a heart-warming shower of affection, it's sort of hard to reject him or her.

And, we all have our moments. I know I get on a lot of people's nerves. My non-stop hysterical laughter can certainly annoy.

BWAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm one step closer to annoying the heck out of everyone.

Speaking of annoying. Do you know I'd really really like to annoy?

Marko.

Yes, that infamous playboy that went out with Mel for a mere two weeks. Or better yet. He had the benefits of having a girlfriend without ever having to go out with her. And what's his pathetic excuse for dumping her?

Bum bum buuuuum

She's too hyper.

OH-MY-GOD. That really is a valid excuse.

Sure, Mel can be a bit hyper at times, but if you really liked her before, you should have been able to see past it or at least worked it out. Furthermore, you shouldn’t have told her that you liked her in the first place and led her to believe that you two were going out when your affection wasn't mutual at all.

And now... you've set your eyes on Bree.

Fine, no problem there since Bree seems to be quite taken with your charm as well. Only problem is: Are you worth her while?

Personally, I'd say no.

Because as Mel and I have established that night. You're commitment-phobic. Unless you learn to commit, my dear Marko boy, I'm afraid I'll have to interfere with all your possible relationships with any of my friends who is looking for a real man who will go out of his way to make her smile.



Throwing you kisses @ 12:53 PM

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi
Im simple
Im deep
Im dumb
Im smart
Im conceited
Im self-aware
Im crazy
Im logical
Im loud
Im quiet
Im unfeeling
Im caring
Im messy
Im lazy
Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.




Feeling Restless
Time 10:28a.m.
Whereabouts Home
Weather Sunny
Wearing Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
Cash $230 (69 thongs)
Drinking Nothing
Eating Cough Lorenze Lorenge Lozenges
Talking to No one
Listening to Only Hope
To-do Make plans
Doing Thinking
Avoiding High School
Loving Kaitai







10/31/2004 - 11/07/2004
11/07/2004 - 11/14/2004
11/14/2004 - 11/21/2004
11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004
11/28/2004 - 12/05/2004
12/05/2004 - 12/12/2004
12/12/2004 - 12/19/2004
12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004
12/26/2004 - 01/02/2005
01/02/2005 - 01/09/2005
01/09/2005 - 01/16/2005
01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005
01/23/2005 - 01/30/2005
03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005
03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005
03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005
03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005
04/10/2005 - 04/17/2005
04/17/2005 - 04/24/2005
04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005
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05/22/2005 - 05/29/2005
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06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005
06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005
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07/10/2005 - 07/17/2005
07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005
07/24/2005 - 07/31/2005
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08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005
08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005
09/04/2005 - 09/11/2005
10/02/2005 - 10/09/2005




Past
Shannie
'laine
Mel
Bree
Shar
Miv
Mitri



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