Sunday, July 03, 2005
apr 22 kaitai leave 4.30, chose bball. me spaz. mel thinks i ditched her. got pissed. everyone pissed. mitri party. airplanes.
April 22ya, so im franctically trying to catch up because im actually looking forward to bloggin bout quebec and grad. they're such a dramatic 2 weeks. so much has happened. so many juicy events.
o dear me. im starting to sound like gossip girl.
but doesn't love a good gossip?
unfortunately, there's no gossip today. sooo...
well, it was friday right? the day of dimitri's party. i had thought wistfully for the day that i would have the 1 hour before dimitri's party to hang out with kaitai.
yes, unfortunately, i am quite clingy after school.
but nooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooo. mr o-look-at-me-im-so-athletic decided to play basketball with his lil jocky friends. leaving me sitting alone in a dark lil corner sobbing my eyes out. o my poor tattered heart. how will i ever face him again??
just kidding.
dont get me wrong, i love it when guys play basketball or just ball in general. its so damn hott. well, as long as you can play. or maybe it's just entertaining since im absolutely the inept person that ever walked the face of this planet. so, of course, that made me feel o-so-incompetent whenever i watch mr im-so-good-at-everything-i-do play any sports. so that's why i refuse to linger at any sport fields. be it basketball courts, tennis courts, swimming pools (unless we're just trying to soak ppl), or football field. i know alotta the girls loiter around the courts staring at the o-im-so-muscular guys sweat it out during lunchtime. me? i try to steer clear. i have better things to do than to stare at kaitai (even though i wouldn't mind doing that in the least *wink*) and make myself seem like my world revolves round boys aka boy - kaitai.
but thats not entirely true. i've also came to the conclusion that kaitai cant play when he's aware that im watching. you shoulda seen him at badminton. he lost EVERY SINGLE POINT to
shayan!!! *gasp* yeps. so im actually doing him a favour by not being physically present. ain't i gracious?
sooooooo, me refusing to be physically present of course doesn't aid the situation when he chooses basketball when i want him with me. now. i absolutely refuse to plead with him to go avec moi because i hate to give him the "upper hand".
okay, i confess. there is no upper hand. we're kinda equals. and i beam proudly at this fact. :D
but no matter. i have too much pride and stupid "girl logic" in that retarded airhead of mine to tell him to come with me. so i sat sulking.
mel, who did not understand the situation (even though she fully should since EVERY SINGLE SECOND of her after school time was spent with mr linton) wanted to the plaza to grab a bite and she wanted me to come along. well, me, being the selfish brat that i am declined her
kind and generous offer and spazzed.
of course, i realize that friends should
always always come before guys but a small goodbye wouldn't be too hard would it? yet, she never gave me that opportunity. besides, i never even found it in me to walk to dominion that day anyways. so i told her she can go ahead and go to grab food while i wait for everyone to come outta stage.
fine, i lied a lil. im waiting a bit for kaitai too.
but you cant blame me. im
not ditching you. im merely immune to sweet sweet calling of food drifting from dominion. im most definitely not ditching you for kaitai. how could i? when im much much below an stupid airhead aka a lowly round bouncy piece of plastic/rubber inflated with air aka basketball. i didn't have him in the first place. so, it's technically impossible to ditch you for something i dont have.
eh. im making "excuses" [rolls eyes]. im sorry. but dont get pissed at me. i dont deserve it.
realize that i dont even got a goodbye and this is friday! the day of the week that signifies the parting of TWO WHOLE DAYS.
okay, that sounded desparate. but you got my point.
so in the end, im a ditcher who places her most most beloved friends below a "stupid guy who doesn't matter in her life
in the least when she has been crying over him for an entire term".
WOOT WOOT.
***now. onto the actual party itself. it was tres fun. lots of presents for rach and shar and mitri. also ppl got freaked out by my
awsm awsm (roll eyes) contortionism skills. so i offered, together with may to show them the intense art of "airplanes" which is u supporting someone lying flat wiht your legs and arms.
liam is horrible at it. not that he's weak but hes so funny to look at that you cant help but laugh and roll over.
haha. thank god for a tres fun party. dimitri always knows how to throw a party. :D
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