Sunday, May 29, 2005
tell me, if you talk about ppl behind their backs, should you be able to have the courage to say it to their faces too? whats the point of talking shit behind ppl if you dont got the guts to say it straight to their faces? if you cant say it to my face, then dont talk shit about me.
honestly, when you talk shit about other ppl with me, do you honestly expect me to take it all in without questioning it at all? do you honestly expect me to believe that if you trash talk other ppl behind them, that i wouldn't be talked about behind mine by that foul mouth of yours? sure, we all have our grudges and complaints but if when the time comes and you cant pull enough courage together to say it flat out to their faces, you shouldn't be talking. if so, you're nothing but a coward hiding behind your petty mouth.
gos·sip ( P ) Pronunciation Key (gsp)
n.
1. Rumor or talk of a personal, sensational, or intimate nature.
2. A person who habitually spreads intimate or private rumors or factswhether they be facts, rumors, or opinions. if you dont got what it takes to confront the person in question, please just shut it.
i dont deny the fact that i talk bout people. most girls do. there's not denying that. its a fact of life.
if you're a girl, you:
1. bitch
2. talk
3. cry
4. pms
"Everyone has the right to be stupid, but you're abusing the priviledge"the same goes with being a girl. you entitled to bitch, talk, cry, and pms, but there's no right you or rather we should be using that as an excuse to over bitch/talk/cry/pms. i have lost count of the numerous shout-outs about guys complainin about girls pms-ing. honestly. isn't everyone making too much of a big deal of it?
no, not just the guys, the girls too.
if truly, we are "supposed" to have one week of upset-ness in our lives every 4 weeks. if truly, it's only "natural" for us to bitch at everything in sight 7/28 days. if truly, it is a fact of life that we shall be forced to live in upsetted balance of hormones once every month from the day we get our periods... then think about it. if we live to be 85. we get our periods at 12. we get our menopause at the average age: 51. then do the math.
seriously, that's almost 1/8 of your life spent in misery. not to mention a quarter of the best years of your life wasted.
it isn't impossible to control your hormones. you just have to learn and i try. i, of course, am no master in this aspect. im probably a rookie to be honest. but at least i know my logic.
if you dont even bother controlling your pms, i mean, what a waste, just throwing 10 years of your most gorgeous time sounds like a waste to me.
and if you keep using pms as an excuse, i dont see any means to stop pms from taking over your life.
enough digression. its the same with trash-talking. just because you're a girl, and that what you're saying isn't completely false, doesn't give you the right to rate other people if u dont dare say it to their faces.
honestly, i cannot think of one girl in whole of gifted that you haven't critisized yet. of course, i've had my share of talking about people too. but if you dare me to say it to everyone that i've talked bout, i would do it. because:
a) i haven't talked about that many ppl at all
b) the people i have talked about, i noe agree with and support all constructive criticism
c) they're facts
d) they were phrased in a very constructive way in the first place
e) i wasn't back stabbing. least i dont think.
but you wont even tell me what you said about me even when i had asked you too. lily and joy can criticize me with open minds and i wouldn't mind. but you hid what you said about me and resorted to hanging up on me, dead in the night after i humored you for at least an hour in the dead of the night. so what did you say to sarah, what did you say to suz, what did you say to bree about me?? do you dare tell me?
what goes around comes around. eventually im going to find out, eventually all the talking you've been doing is going to get to you. im saying this because i still care about you.
you might say that im just talking shit. you might say:
shes such a doubled faced person. one minute she's saying im a coward in her blog entry, the next shes claiming that she cares about me. what a fucking liar.i dont deny it. but i do care. if i didn't care, i would be cussing my head off right now. im uncovered the rare talent that im perfectly capable of cussing the hell outta me recently thanks to my ever so understanding parents.
so either you cut down on ur talking, or make it sound nicer, or just tell people to their faces what you said to other people. if you have the guts to say it, y not say it to their faces? i do care, i do care, mel.
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