Wednesday, March 23, 2005
guess what, the game is on in full swing. talking to kaitai helps me realize that parents are a important part of me and that i should learn to love and appreciate them whenever and whatever. i should realize the lil ungrateful brat that im being. but when they limit my phone time, my computer time, my social time, and expect me to do nothing but housework, math, babysit, recite chinese poetry dead ppl wrote couple centuries ago, im sorry i cant jsut sit there and let them take over my life. i have no problem doing any of those, but if that is all they want me, need me, expect me to do, and want me to turn into a full fledge dork and and the nerd of society, im sorry, i will go all out on war against them. im soooo close to being a nerd, if not already am one, so you will NOT take away the little i have left. i already realizes the error of my ways and talking to kaitai really helps put you in better books with me, all you had to do is start talking civily to me for one single second and i'll be willing to do wahtever it takes to please you. but no, you had to come and scream every single thing you say to me. i can hear perfectly thank you very much. i dont need you maximizing your voice ten folds louder than it needs to be. you know you're just making me hate you more. so much more. i tried loving you, i tried pleasing you, i tried to be nice and calm and wonderful for 3 whole days. THREE!! ask anyone, i dont usually raise my temper. so it really makes you wonder what the fucking hell you did to me, you dickheads, doesn't it? i hope it does, and i hope the shit sinks in one day and you'll realized how fucked up you cockweasels all are and will finally let me take control of my life and drag myself outta the shitty fuck that im in and you'll finally fucking leave me alone.
Throwing you kisses @ 9:27 PM
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