Saturday, January 08, 2005
so ya, after 5 hours of sleep, i woke up and headed for vball tryouts... at 7.45 in da morn... pure evil. but it was ok... i guess i mean i did pretty good, i feel perty much as the same level as rach and van... one of my serves hit the ceiling as usual... whoops lolz. i wanted to make the cut bad... so i had my fingers crossed that i would make it and did, together with sar, may, rach, and van. shar and bree weren't on the list... much to my surprise... well actually not really. since they never were picked for the second time... but its just evil i mean shar is everybit as good as me and bree, im not sure, but i know bree is good. thing is, where bree was playing there was htis weird pylon thing in the way so how could she back up for bumps or volleys??? that was retarded... and because the only good serve we got from teh team we were playing against, they were at the back... so they didn't get a chance to come into contact with the ball so they never even got to show what they had. and then they got cut and we know we cant argue.
so during lunch... i did pretty good well at least i think. but i never got a chance to serve so that was evil and while i did do quite a few bumps and volleys... i was cut which i feel was very unjust. im not taking the oppurtunity to boast of my vball skills... i mean im not the best athlete like sar, but hey, i dont think i was that bad... i mean, joy and lilz and may got on... so wats to prevent me from being on???? me and joy taught lilz how to play alrite? so that should say something. and joy and me we both admit we're at the same level... i've been playing vball with joy since 4ever and grr... i sound like im spazzing... dont get me wrong, i love everyone that made the team, im not mad at lilz, or joy or may, im just upset at mz devrey for being so biased... i love may tons but sigh... i should stop... i dont wanna sound negative and i know how horrible it is for me that day. i really dont wanna relive that day. vball tryouts were a complete disaster... ms devrey... ugh. i mean after school, all the girls (madz, rach, shar, bree, me) hugged 2gether and rach even cried... i feel so srry 4 rach she was really good at the tryouts... that was evil... how they cut me, rach and van out... sigh i mean, there're just too many things taht we cant set rite. and we cant complain to the coaches, they'll just think we're being petty girls and say something bout us that might be true and what not. i mean, we were better than quite a few girls that still weren't cut yet... god... i sound so evil and deserve to die... so i'll stop. the last thing i wanna do is turn like that mean girl in the mean girls movie.
mitri was fun... chamber choir, me and shar and him (who cares bout grammar) was having good time laughing it up at poetries and stuff lolz. hilarious. may didn't sit with us that day... i dont know if its cause she sensed the negativity or was it she didn't feel like making the trip all the way to the side... either way, im sorta relieved... cause i def wasn't in a good mood. and what with the kaitai thing still present... bah... thats history... but the day only gets worse...
Throwing you kisses @ 11:30 AM
Restless
10:28a.m.
Home
Sunny
Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
$230 (69 thongs)
Nothing
Cough 
No one
Only Hope
Make plans
Thinking
High School
Kaitai
