Friday, January 14, 2005
o god, i cant believe my violin skills are dropping, the sounds im producing are hardly up to what i used to play. and i really dont think im being hard on myself. might be the rosin... hmm, guess i needa clean up my violin.
but im sooo happie rite now. its hard to explain really, but i just
have to write this down, so i can look back and cuddle my memory when all the delusions that today brought me are washed away by the hurt i know reality will never fail to bring.
so, me and may (dawmn grammar) were going to shop for nail polishes in da name of science and we were heading for that dominion place. it was going to be fine until kaitai and liam started trying to steal my violin. lolz, me and may were clinging onto my violin for dear life lolz. not that my violin really was that important, u know liam and kaitai are going to return it anyways. but its just the fact that we needa hold onto the violin that made us hold on, if that made any sense. lolz. qtip saw us and he walked over asking them wat was wrong and liam and kaitai sorta got into trouble i guess, im not sure, so me and may went off heading for shoppers. but after walking for awhile i realized that liam and kaitai are still behind us and probably still planning to steal that wonderful string instrument of mine. so all through the way, it was me and may battling it out with liam and kaitai, on the slippery shiny surface of the cement which made it all the more exciting. lolz. great fun that was, took me nearly 3 times as long to get home and when i did reach that point when i could either turn to go home or go straight to dominion, we walked into the plaza. i had half assumed that the guys would go home. but i suppose not, so while me and may looked at the perty shades of nail polish, the guys stood outside and did things that i wouldn't care to know about. of course, they did try to steal my precious black case from me but its hard, cause i always see them when they come close lolz.
after we blew 30 dollars on nail polishes in one go, we stepped out and saw that the guys had tim hortons doughnuts, so we snatched the doughnuts from their hands and started munching on them, well, i almost did but then kaitai pointed out that there were still some in the box, so i returned the chocolate coated doughnuts to kaitai and started piggin out on the ones in the box lolz. the guys ate like 5/4 doughnuts already b4 we came eh? meh, its kaitai, wat u expect? and they went on about how they feel them bein gfat after having all those sugary stuff and went on a calory obsession mode while me and may went into dominion getting food. we cant look at anything without kaitai pointing out the amount of calories that we would consume had we inhaled all those. but bahhh, who is he to talk, when he weighs 45 lbs more than me. so we got chips and pop corn ish stuff and sat down on one of the benches and went at it at those wonderfully fattening junk food. every single old person stared at me like we were crazy, devouring all those calories on a cold, sunny, icy winter day. a couple even made comments on how fat we were gonna become once we finished. i guess the guys couldn't take it, so they went in and got a 2litre bottle of sprite. but me and may started drinking them b4 liam even had a chance to touch it. lolz, of course, we weren't capable enough to lift the bottle high enough for them not to touch our lips. so after making sure that kaitai has AIDS which wont be transmitted through spit, we drank their pop. ha, wonderful day. and when kaitai took the bottle again and drank it, not putting it to his lips of course, me and may went around singing in a kidish voice that girls have cooties lolz. ^^
by then it was somewhat 4.10 which i considered to be early. so me and may dumped our bags in my house... and went to the elevators. who should pop out but kaitai and liam who claimed that they wont put their bags down. o well, much more to our benefits when we decided to race down the stairs and elevators. lolz. kaitai's soooooo dumb... god, pressing the alarm button and skipping/ gliding/ jumping/ running out of the elevator door seeing if it would go back in... great job kaitai. that went on for quite awhile lolz. it was fun, and definitely burnt whatever calories we had earlier. god, im being influenced... so we were chasing each other around the building, deciding not to prank knock shayan's door after all. its was all in good fun. then may had to go 2 dominion. and there liam and kaitai said goodbye 2 me... but i didn't hear them, so i got upset later, looking for them, getting moody byt the fact that they'll (he'll) walk out on us like that. but o well.
im still grateful for the afternoon. it was nice to just chill (literally, my fingers were purple and numb when i went back in) with ppl until 5. it was fun, fun fun! not only that, it was time with kaitai. so im happie. ^^. i still dont get y they following us though... weird ppl. then again, its liam and kaitai, nothing could go by the rules with those two. but something may said struck me, but i dont wanna get my hopes up again, cause they always come crashing down when i do. well she said that liam/ kaitai might like me. i aruged that it could be her . i HIGHLY doubt that possibility which may suggested though lolz they just hang out and make fun of everyone. meh. not thinking bout it cause its very impossible no matter how bad i want it to happen. the kaitai thing, not liam, cause i refuse to betray bree, even though its over. not thinking bout it... not talking bout it so there. but happie day... till 5 with liam, may and KAITAI!!
ahh poo, i forgot 2 hand in my wam assignment, so that's real bad... must find way to get it in...
Throwing you kisses @ 6:36 PM
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