Wednesday, January 12, 2005

ah poo. my comp is screwed... and wat better time to break down when my math assignment is due on friday? and due to my time constrain, i'll have to make things short.

1) i have to cheer up, heres my new new years resolution: Be Happy. i mean, i bet everyone's real fed up with me and my mood swings. even me myself is fed up of it. i dont care even it kills me to put on a happy face in school or around ppl again, im going to do it.

2) lotsa ppl r away 2day so i was sitting with bree in violin and for some reason, i keep screwing up, in front of kaitai too... im so mad at myself. i cant believe i would have chosen such a day to mess up. im so hopelessly hopeless. and mr worden prob think im a kid who doesn't listen to advices that he gave me but its not true!! im just so mad at myself. im srry bree if i made u put up with my moodyness!! and to everyone else!!

3) i've also realized the reason y i've been avoiding kaitai... im not only nervous, im also scared... scared of getting hurt... scared of everything that would be coming my way...

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