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Where I Kiss My Childhood Goodbye
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
everything was cool today. it was all fun. ^^ im in a good mood... ladeedoo... but i still cant help but get over-lindsay lohan stuck in my head. it has depressing lyrics but watever. im not depressed today which is good.
we went to princess margaret today, to read to the lil kids. they were sooo adorable. alot of the kids were very interactive and its really fun to hang out in that school with all their miniature furnitures lolz. soo adorable, really brings back memories, they were so amazing. *cuddle memories* kaitais soo amazing with kids. well, then again, im not really surprised, considering how hilariously funny he is and how perf he is. ah, here comes that imcompetence again. but bahh. andways. i cant just keep all the credit for kaitai alone, or else it wont be fair at all to all the other guys/ gals that did an awsm job 2day. we had fun so thats the main thing. on the way back, we had a snowball fight, and it was great... even though i keep getting pelted with snow lolz. but hey, thats the whole point, not trying to murder someone. well, although i guess everyone forgot bout that and started killing liam and sarah was got pretty bad. in regards to snowball fighting, height is very imp, i have discovered. in order to get someone in the face, you need to be their height or best taller than them. it seriously doesnt help if you are 6 inches shorter than the guys and all you can do is throw snow onto their chest or their back. and its not like you can jump up to smack it in their face cause well, that just wont work unless the guy is ultra slow in reaction.
so yes, the lunchtime was split between trying to kill kaitai and liam and other random ppl with snow and chitchatting with da girls about random things. so it was all good. lolz. i have fully discovered my height disability in the snowball fight today. poop. but least i got kaitai and liam a couple times in the face today. i always consider that such a major feat which is really weird lolz. i guess its just the 33 bottles of pop thing getting to me lolz. ya sure, good excuse lolz. alot of guys were getting me and sarah but i dunno bout other girls cause i was too caught up. i guess its only cause we were the only girls that were actually involved in the fight. but i swear, kaitai has bigger anger management problems than i am. whenever u get him in the face or just plain get him, he comes after you sooo bad. i was running away after i got him seeing as how his huge hands had this huge pile of snow in it. heres another disadvantage, guys have WAY bigger hands/gloves/watever they use to hold snow in. i mean, i couldn't even fill half of dimitri's gloves so logic tells you kaitai packs twice as much snow thus damage as i can. so i was running away, and he comes after me. i was all the way till the tennis court, not expecting him to follow of course, i mean, that is really dumb. chasing someone 25 metres from where the battle is jsut to get back at one hit in the face. dumb ppl that live in this world. and i turned couple times, of course slowing down a bit each time i did, i mean, i couldn't waste 5 minutes running round the school yard with no one chasing me. so he got me at the tennis court and grabbed me by the hood of bree's coat (me and bree switched coats) and did something. seems 2 me he was trying to shove snow down the collar, but i had a scarf wound tightly round my neck, which is really smart now i come to think bout it, so no snow got in, which was good. but apparently he still has snow in his hand(god knows how) so he slapped it in my face... that bum. ahhh poo. thats not all, when he grabbed me, it wasn't only brees coat he grabbed, it was my hair!!! jeez, do u know how much that hurts?? well, not really if you are a guy reading this, but it hurts ALOT, so thats the reason behind all that screaming. that happened couple times, him getting me and me getting him back, but when he got me and i ran to chase him, i never kept up the chase for more than 5 seconds. partly because i know of his amazing speed and i dont have that high of a self-esteem so im not going to waste my time trying to catch him besides, he's prob gonna lead me on some wild goose chase. and knowing him, he prob will too. by the end of recess, i got him one last time in the face, and he looked all serious and scary, shall i say. you know it REALLY doesn't help when someone 18 centimeters taller than you, and no doubt a bagillion times stronger than you is towering over you holding this gigantic pile of snow in his hands and no more than 10cm away from you. and u can bet your life that it doesn't do any good when that person is the one that causes you to breakdown on a regular basis. do you know how scary that is?? so i was backing up and him advancing... god... that is scary even now as i replay the incident. *major shudder* and the expression that he wore on his face was enough to freak me out too. its soo not something that he would usually wear on his joking face. he was all serious and when you see that glint behind those eyes, and you cant help but shiver. i cant remember what became of the me retreating and him advancing on me thing but all i know was it was either i got hit in the face with ginormous pile of snow of that it hit the side of my face where my arms fail to cover. ^^ ahh poo, it was still scary anyhow. and its strange, i love him, but i hate and fear him so much at the same time... ahh... too complicated. bahh. im not gonna wreck my brains trying to figure it out. gonna live life as it is. which is pretty great if everyday's like today. ^^ lolz, dont get me wrong though, kaitai wasn't only out to get me, he was getting a whole bunch of other ppl too. and bahh!! dawmn him with his height and big hands. lolz. so when we were going in, i had a pile of snow in my hands, for no reason at all, i guess. prob just for self defence in case anyone sneaks up on me. but kaitai decided that i was going to get him and picked up a big pile of snow and rushed ahead. i was by the door so i decided there is no point of me holding a snowball anymore, and dumped it on liam, which according to him, i missed, not that i care. lolz... ahh liam... always fun to get him. ROFL. so i stepped into the double doors. kaitai, having problems, stood there and waiting for me to step through. what he doesn't know is that his stupid red coat stood out soo much. i had seen him before i stepped in, seeing as how i was looking for him originally when i planned to ditch my snowball. i walked in and turned my head, so the snow didn't get me, but apparently my wacky hair has a mind of its own and decided to the keep the snow bestowed by kaitai as a lil souveniour for this 40minutes snowball fight, so i had this clump of snow stuck to my ponytails. fun lolz, no really, it was fun. but i got him back by putting two clumps of snow down his shirt. \(^.^)/ but him wearing baggy shirts didn't help cause even though the snow went down... it fell out that instant.. toodeloo toodeloo toodeloo, out it fell. (dont u love my amazing sound effects? *wink*) so now kaitai prob thinks me as some brat with major problems and hates me with his guts. ahh well, im clueless bout this whole kaitai thing and i have no clue what to do, if i just ignore him, it'll seem im weak or something that runs along the lines of that, if i dont, i'll be forced to take on the image of a brat. good job. so comments, suggestions anyone??
and it was during drama, kaitai came to sit at our table. and forced me, sar, and may to cry. (for our mono) and i just thought about all the things that happened to me yesterday and started crying. sar cried after i told her to think buot what was bugging her yesterday, so we both managed to come off with tears in our eyes. alot of ppl were staring at me like i was crazy when i semi fake broke down in class lolz. that was priceless. then kaitai stayed at our table and started talking bout the pop thing again, so now i owe them 66/33/16.5 bottles, watever, fat chance, im not getting them that. but it was nice having kaitai sitting with us(me) and talking. ahhh... so happie... ladeedoo... in such good mood... ha la la. could be the food i had today. i had food, food is good, food brings me good mood... bumdeedoo. lalala, but ms a decided to split us up after awhile cause the group started getting really big with more and more ppl joining us. and me and sar decided there is no point in staying there anymore so we stepped outside in the hall and brought may with us. and that concludes my day except that im pissed at myself for messing up in honour MAJOR. but a good day nonetheless, cause kaitai actually spoke with us(me) and everything else. GOOD DAY GOOD DAY... ahhh im happy.(^w^)V bumbdeedumm
Throwing you kisses @ 7:33 PM
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Dorcy Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi
Im simple
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Im dumb
Im smart
Im conceited
Im self-aware
Im crazy
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Im loud
Im quiet
Im unfeeling
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Im everything I love
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10:28a.m.
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$230 (69 thongs)
Nothing
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No one
Only Hope
Make plans
Thinking
High School
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Restless
10:28a.m.
Home
Sunny
Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
$230 (69 thongs)
Nothing
Cough 
No one
Only Hope
Make plans
Thinking
High School
Kaitai
