Saturday, December 25, 2004

sheesh, the "guests" have finally gone on their way. phew. what a relieve.

i must confess, xmas time aren't the happiest days of my life not only because of the materialism going on but also because all the unpleasant things that are bound to arouse with the approach of this festival. well, im going slightly overboard by stating they're unpleasant but u guys can judge for urself and decide on the appropriate adjective.

the thing with my family is we're all VERY chinese so what it really is for xmas is a time for friends to get together and not just my friends. my parents friends as well. so when they do come over, most of them have lil angels that are about my sister's age and while the grown-ups talk amongst themselves, im off having fun tending to all the winged creatures every need or want. fun, isn't it. i guess i should just be glad i dont have to go over to their house, at least now, i can sneak to doodle or put on my music while the kids are behaving rite and best of all i can excuse myself claiming i needa do something without having to listen to their grownup gossips. i feel really sick now. what with which one of me dad's university classmates having an affair or watever. my whole life is one huge soap opera entangled among the thousand others that surround me making this an untanglable web of never ending dramatic stories.

mwahahaha, well at least something good is happening... that stupid googlebot has finally its not welcome and has stayed clear off of my blog. watch me kick that pertering lil thing out my door. *evil cackle* honestly, what with the way google is publicating my blog, it's seriously pissing me off for the other few days.

speaking of my blog itself, it needs a makeover bad. but i sooo wanted to make the graphics myself and now.. without photoshop, its virtually impossible to create a good one... i want to add a few extra feature to this whole thing and well, without a new template it just doesnt work...

everyone's going away somewhere... only im stuck here at home being bored... and crazy and watever. and what with everyone making early new year resolutions... got me thinkin too... hmm... i'll prob switch my lists around in my new layout too... layout layout layout... looks like i'll just have to sleep on that 2nite. wow, an entire entry without mentioning kaitai... so proud of myself lolz... oops, guess i just ruined it lolz ^^ o well. *innocent shrug*

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi

Im simple	Im deep
Im dumb	Im smart
Im conceited	Im self-aware
Im crazy	Im logical
Im loud	Im quiet
Im unfeeling	Im caring
Im messy	Im lazy

Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.



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