Thursday, December 23, 2004

i never did get to the part where cam comes in did i? well, lets just say kaitai didn't leave those comments and they freaked me so bad this morning when i just woke up and logged on to my blog cause a singaporean friend told me something fishy on my chatterbox. i was till very sleepy and it scared me so bad. it's not like im not nerve wrecked enough as it is. i WANT to give up... but *sigh* jeez, sielski, dont pull anything like that again, you'll drive me crazy!! dont EVER do that again. u noe how it feels like, so dont add pressure onto me. i'm contradicting enough as it is already. you're rite, private and website dont mix. i noe they dont but ... o lord... wat AM i supposed 2 do?? sigh. every single nerve in my brain tells me to give it up... but every single vein in my heart and body denies the obvious and rational thing to do. logic tells me to let it go... i say... to hell with logic.

o god, kaitai:
.:set me free:.

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