Saturday, December 11, 2004

jeez, my rents r soo selfish. they want me to start spreading me mom's namecards in school. ok, me mom just opened a new clinic, and yes i agree she needs publicity, but c'mon am i expected to start doing the advertising thing in school?? how low is that? i might be selfish and all in my not wanting to help out with the family thing, but can u imagine going around the school and dishng out name cards to whoever i meet?? it's sooo cheap, jeez. i have my life and i dont think handing out business cards is the way i wanna live my life, trying to befriend everyone. and they wont quit bugging me until i agree, i know that 4 a fact.

i offered to spread the word by just telling my friends but they insist i hand out the business cards and insist me friends give those cards to their rents. god. wth. am i like some sorta salesperson?? i swear, don't they ever think bout how i feel?!?! and yes, i understand that the least i can do to help out is to make me mom's new clinic known, but dont they know that by doing so, they are completely ruining my life?!?! how am i suppossed to be happy then?!?! they think its no big deal but truth be told, it IS!! handing business cards among classmates isn't the same as handing out cards among collegues. collegues are just business partners but classmates are the ones you have to be with for years and years and hte last thing u wanna be is be sooo isolated from them that u only talk bout formal matters. and u noe what, i dont care how this comes out sounding, handng out business cards in school is sooo cheesy!!! jeez, i have MY life, y are they always trying to mold my life according to THEIR wishes?!?! frig, y dont they just get their own robot then. ugh. selfish... sure i am, but what r thye?!?! tryng to me to live my life their way is completely UN-selfish?!?!? %#$%%^&%, not swearing...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i wanna kill someone rite now........... AS=AOIPAS CHFIQWOPE YRQW4NL

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