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Saturday, December 18, 2004

it was nite and i was talking wiht david. somehow the subject got onto the kaitai subject again. well, for the record, david found my blog from google. how wonderful. big deal, its not like kaitai would be so bored to see if someone's crazily obsessed over him as i am.

[09:01:12 PM] food is the : if i know kaitai which i do
[09:02:01 PM] food is the : he just doesn't want to be in a
relationship now because he wants to make sure
everything is right
[09:02:14 PM] food is the : he doesn't want to get dumped
[09:02:49 PM] food is the : and he's a nice guy so he prob don't want
to hurt anybody if it turns out things aren't right
[09:03:02 PM] food is the : anyway
[09:03:12 PM] food is the : then he has to change allot
[09:03:44 PM] food is the : when a guy gets a girlfriend they try to
change for her
[09:04:04 PM] food is the : and i don't think he wants to change much
right now

thats what david told me last night anyways. it wasnt the most pleasant thing to hear, but it beats what i found out the day b4 and besides im 2 psyched bout the dance to let anythn get me down. besides, i dunno if i want a serious relationship now anyway, its not its only the guys that change, so do the girls. god, i try so hard to try to learn the stuff he likes but anyways, i lost my train o htoughts so thats that 4 now.

awww, i still remember his scent... awww..... i miss him already sooooooo much...

ps. i love and miss all you ppl 2!! ;)



Throwing you kisses @ 1:34 PM

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi
Im simple
Im deep
Im dumb
Im smart
Im conceited
Im self-aware
Im crazy
Im logical
Im loud
Im quiet
Im unfeeling
Im caring
Im messy
Im lazy
Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.




Feeling Restless
Time 10:28a.m.
Whereabouts Home
Weather Sunny
Wearing Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
Cash $230 (69 thongs)
Drinking Nothing
Eating Cough Lorenze Lorenge Lozenges
Talking to No one
Listening to Only Hope
To-do Make plans
Doing Thinking
Avoiding High School
Loving Kaitai







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