Tuesday, December 07, 2004

so tell me, is it just me or is kaitai just too unpredictable?? i mean, yesterday, there i was, fainting in the delusion that kaitai was being nice to me and today, im drowning in the tears i've shed within myself at his coldness towards me.

ok, so im overeacting again, big deal. been there, done that. so ya, since its nearly 11 now, i'll make this short and yes, i know bree's dad somehow has access to my site (ok, i know exactly how), but meh, its not like this is anything 2 be ashamed of, and the only reason y i didnt announce my feelings for kaitai is because well, people will talk and i should think mr. zhang is mature enough to not spread the words to anyone. well, anyways, stupid kaitai said my picture of a dunno-wat-it-is is "Ewwww". wahhhhhhhhhhh!!! :'( that was mean... then again, its kaitai, i mean i shouldn't take everything to heart. i really really shouldn't go all giggly over a couple nice words yet go ka-boom over his jeering remarks. so ya. but i wasn't altogether happy. something inside me felt queasy, not the best feeling in the world. i swear, there was a time when i was so confident that i should ask him for a dance but that confidence could be so easily deflated by a single prick.

oh and we went to suz's for hist. told her, that makes 7 girls that know so far. sigh* the weird thing is... how did pauline find out??? i swear, i dont believe anyone would tell her, im very trusting bout my friends and would be greatly hurt if they did a thing like that. i dont know, maybe she figured it out by the constant looks and mouthing liam was doing. i'll never know. i dont want to know if the answer was anything but that. *music* i dont wanna know... if you're fooling me, keep it on the low...*music fades away* so ya, made my point. lolz

the senior volleyball guys won!!!!!! the WON!!! im so happy!!! happy for them, for JGA and mostly for him. lolz. :D

r+j test 2morrow, wishing self luck... *FC*

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