Friday, December 10, 2004
nothing much worth noting 2day except that well...
c mel and dvd... well, they were on good terms the day b4 but 2day, dvd talks of severing terms with mel, if y'all catch my drift. i dont know if the news has really sank in yet, but she seems so giddy, she's glad she can be "herself" again. i really dont think it has sank in yet. i mean mel was having major reaction about the dvd was behaving rite? she cared sooo much andnow, its like dvdz r nothing to her. wow, she sure has a way 2 control her emotions... i could never do that. i dont think so anyways. i mean, i've never had to deal with things so complicated. one kaitai thing is nerve-wrecking enough. meh, watever.
im in carolling for da violin!!!! joy to the world!! so happy. i actually played with my awful swollen finger today. lolz. speaking of which kaitai was not very nice, he didn't say
anything bout it, not thta i had expected him to. but some friend he is. *roll eyes* i swear, my finger is so gross... ugh, i just have 2 get my regular finger back by monday!! at least by thurs, i want 2 play full-court basketball. ^^
o wait... ya, i read the class my story 2day... my story was sooo boring and so predictable. o joy. and i had to go 1 person after kaitai who had this amazing story!! wad i tell u? amazing story line with kick-ass drawings!!! frig him... i'll never be as perfect as he is... must keep on working harder... i'll do it... eventually. lolz. dawmn him for being so perfect, i love and hate him for it, so contradicting. o ya, i've realized that it was the GUYS that have the funny stories. like wes, sielski, liam and of course my kaitai. lolz ("my", pfsh, i wish)
great, dance is next friday. watch me have a nerve break down on thurs. so nervous. i told myslef i'd ask him, but u noe. i had planned to go like "wanna dance?" like any regular girl would do. but noooo, the girls
have to come up with this weird theory according 2 suz's experience that i need to be forceful. geez,
forceful. do u see "forceful" and "dorcy" go together?? i dont. i've to go like, "kaitai, DANCE!" wth was that?!?! that resembles so much like a brute. maybe i could go, "kaitai, let's dance. ^^" so much more me...
i know i cant back down now, if i am... theres gonna be majar massacre by bree, mel, kristen, lex and all dee otha girls i've told. and i bet u anything even liam is gonna bug me bout it if i dont. talk bout being in a tough spot. and now that mel's not tied down, you just know she's gonna compel me ask for a dance. its just a her thing and u know what. now that bree and lia both noe... they're prob gonna join in the lets-force-dorcy-to-force-kaitai-to-dance-with-her party. *roll eyes* lolz
lolz, and i was talking on the phone with mel and she was commenting on kt's baggy clothes and we were joking bout how we could make another set of clothes if we took out all the excess materials. i dunno, i think its just another kaitai factor, its him, just another part of him, a part of him that im obsessed with. so ya, i was jokin around too and i was saying how skinny how all absy guys in our school are. and i commented how i could fit another person in there and mel just started cracking up and saying how wrong that sounded. lolz. roflmfao. XD trust everyone to think like wes, not that its a bad thing, wait it is...
and we were talking bout how overwhelming when mitri and wes starts talking to you. those two have that height and build that seems like a wall... and when they come over together, they're like two walls, and i literally have to crane my neck sometimes to maintain eye contact lolz. wow, that was sooooooo relevant, wasn't it??
praying, wishing... for him
Throwing you kisses @ 10:00 PM
Restless
10:28a.m.
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Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
$230 (69 thongs)
Nothing
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No one
Only Hope
Make plans
Thinking
High School
Kaitai
