Friday, November 12, 2004

I haven't been bloggin for a couple days but i got pretty upset the last couple days, mainly cause i dunno, i had the strongest suspicion ever of kaitai liking sharon and when i found Kaitai looking at sharon during honour rehearsal. sigh. i pratically broke down that day... i was crying! i'm so pathetic.. such a huge softie. i'm breaking down for a guy!!! a guy who i'm not even sure if he likes me, isn't that the sadest thing u've EVER heard?

ya well, then i think it was yesterday, we actually started 2 talk a little, it was cool, more 4 school though, but i'm happy all the same, the joy of love/ crushing/ liking/ whatever u ppl wanna call it. (but its love 2 me). i was soooo happy. not only so, i actually played in the performance since i lost my voice and everything... mwahahaha and it seems my eyesights failing me cause i keep imaging kt looking at me... sigh, i wish it were so...

btw, He finally came online 4 the first time in 1.5 weeks! soooo glad. i tried to start a convo with him. but its just not working. if u noe me, i'm not one who usually start convos... but i usually end up with 4/5 ppl talking 2 me all the same... lolz. anyways, the convo was a bit (ok, i confess, it was very) random. but still... just talking with him on msn 4 no reason is a thrill... god, im so hopeless............
but i LOVE every moment of it!!!

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi

Im simple	Im deep
Im dumb	Im smart
Im conceited	Im self-aware
Im crazy	Im logical
Im loud	Im quiet
Im unfeeling	Im caring
Im messy	Im lazy

Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.



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