Monday, November 15, 2004

well, during lunch, mel and kristen were going round the school trying 2 tease guys going "ow ow". lolz. hilarious really. ya well, kt was bending over and mel and kristen were teasing him... like saying, "ooo, sexy. nice ass, kt..." blah blah blah etc etc. i dunno, i was feeling sooo many different feelings at the time it was confusing. well firstly, i guess i'm happy since u noe the gals think he's hot... (he sooooo is though, then again, to me, he's soooooooo perfect). then u noe, i guess i should b scared cause u noe, everyone could turn out 2 be potential enemies lolz (sheesh, i really am insecure/ paranoid, liam) and well, i wish i could b more like mel and kristen, they have NO troubel talking 2 guys whatsoever, i dunno, maybe i still dont feel all that comfortable wiht the ppl in the school yet, which when u come 2 think bout it is kinda weird, since i've been in the school 4 quite a while now. i wish i could just go up to kt and just spill my guts out.

anyways, back to "flirting" with the guys. pundire (or however in tarnation u spell that) and veljko were hilarious. samo and mark were so totally awsm. they're the best ever. lolz. it was funny how we all wanted 2 c the same thing but none of us actually dared 2 do it lolz. u shoulda seen ma face when mel suggested that i do the flirt thing with kt. (flirt thing= wrap arms round him, play with his hair, give him a smack on the ass and just walk away saying stuff like, "sexy" lolz) i was so stunned. i had no clue how to react. like, i wish that kt and i were comfortable wiht each other to do that, but even so, it seems so wrong... ... or maybe its jsut me... ms goody-2-shoes.

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