Friday, November 19, 2004
Ok, so bree saw my blog the other day, forgot when, me and my rotten short-term memory. lolz well she said its nice and all but just a "tiny" bit 2 obsessive. when she told me, i was all *nods nods*. its true. i am obsessed but u noe, its a me thing... i think. but it's kt, so ya.
but thing is, im NOT going to be obsessed anymore. I noe it scares ppl when u have certain obsessions and honestly, i dont think that scaring anyone is the way to go if u wanna impress a certain someone. truth be told, i scare myself. i frankly didn't think that "this" would be happening 2 me in Grade 8... i know i sound ms. chinese-girl but b4 i met kt, i was all pff-guys-who-needs-em. which is still sorta true i guess.
anyways, im getting off topic, but the whole point is... ppl r always telling u NOT to go deep, so ya. i think i'm gonna have 2 start pulling myself out of it a little, just a little. lolz. ugh, nvm, accomplishing a feat like that (feat= falling out of love with kt) is like worse than trying 2 finish my pic book report in 2 hours. sheesh. i should just give up.
wait, u noe what i just realized? im not obsessing over him, i... uh... i just happen 2 like him a lot is all, love?
...ya...
Throwing you kisses @ 6:03 PM
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