Sunday, November 21, 2004
mel said i should show kaitai this blog, i know i've said i will show him but i really have 2 question myself. this blog is far too obsessive.
honestly, i personally think that it'll scare him away. i mean i love him and all, obsessed over him and all so the last thing i want to do is scare him away. which is probably exactly what i'm doing right now by writing these stuff. It's strange, i noe. most of the time these days, im debating with myself whether such doings r rational. i know i love him a lot, but i really dont want to become one of them crazy girls who tie their bfs down with chains. and i noe im not one of them. which is strange considering how obsessive i am of him. i guess you can be obsessive yet still not be the ones who enprison the ones they love. i mean, it's all about having the right liberties, rite? whatever... there's no logic in things like these, my algebra poop r pretty useless here. :S
Throwing you kisses @ 10:15 PM
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