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Friday, November 12, 2004

this is somewhat upsetting. we're doing dance instead of drama. not that disappointing but the thing is, its group work. and since there's only so many girls in our class, ms A said that each group must have at least 1 girl... which basically means plainly that all the girls need 2 be broken up, with was kinda sad... if not completely annoying.

so i said 2 myself, maybe i could end up with Him, who now u ppl know as kt, but i knew that would b pretty impossible since u know, he's the cool and popular jock kinda guy and his friends r extremely jocky, and im not the type of girls that they hang out with. girls who r flirty and extremely pretty, not to mention extremely popular. I dont really mind, im happy being the average math brainiac. (ok, maybe not that average)

well, so ya, i didn't even bother looking there although i did steal a glance or two at Him. i went straight 2 bree and mel and kristen. bree and kristen stuck 2gether which i find odd since bree and mel r like best friends. so me and mel became a pair, i definitely dont want to b the only girl in a group. besides the jocks, there really weren't that many good guys left. 'mitri, mike, liam, eric... well, i noe liam will stick by his gf and 'mitri and mike will go with bree since i've already seen them grouping themselves when the teach was telling us these stuff on account of how close they're sitting and everything. That pretty much leaves eric... sad eh?

well, mel knew scott and james pretty k, so we went with them, they're pretty ok guys and all but u know, in comparison with the funky jock group and the intellectual bree group, ours really didn't seem much. o well, least i got mel. YAY!!!

so ya, me and mel weren't altogether all that happy with the whole dance thing but when we called each other, i found out thing piece of news that balanced out my day pretty much. according 2 mel, when i was leaning over 2 His table in an attempt to steal a glance at the work that He had refused 2 show us, He was staring at me 4 couple minutes b4 he regained his usual "mr-2-good-4-me" attitude. all the same, i was WHEEEEE!!! i could feel myself going beserk......... im so happy!

Oh...I love Him so...



Throwing you kisses @ 6:35 PM

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi
Im simple
Im deep
Im dumb
Im smart
Im conceited
Im self-aware
Im crazy
Im logical
Im loud
Im quiet
Im unfeeling
Im caring
Im messy
Im lazy
Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.




Feeling Restless
Time 10:28a.m.
Whereabouts Home
Weather Sunny
Wearing Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
Cash $230 (69 thongs)
Drinking Nothing
Eating Cough Lorenze Lorenge Lozenges
Talking to No one
Listening to Only Hope
To-do Make plans
Doing Thinking
Avoiding High School
Loving Kaitai







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'laine
Mel
Bree
Shar
Miv
Mitri



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