Friday, November 26, 2004
i dont know what to make of 2day. all i know i'm extremely happy. maybe cause i was being extremely ditzy.
u noe what? i've come to realize that happy days are compiled of little nothings that builds u up little by little. big excitements wear off eventually but its those little things that really make ur day.
had a good day, nothing 2 eventful, cant wait to get hold of bree's chinese soap operas, u noe what? i've truly come to the realization that i have the worst parents EVER! but lets not let that ruin my mood, shall we?
so anyways, during lunch, everyone was playing football rite? i of course just walked round the field helping mel figure out a way to tell dvd that she didn't need a present for every single occasion- xmas, bday, and valentines. and i just roamed around and attempted to disrupt the game in a way or stood around chatting with random ppl. and then when the bell was about 2 ring, dvd goes to me, "u should go give kt a hug, he just got hit rite in the face."(by the football that is) i went, completely dumb and just stood there dumbly. i mean, i would DIE to give him a hug, but u noe, its kt. he'll prob go girls-have-cooties mode again. sigh* i really wish i could give him a hug but meh. no point in dreaming bout the impossible. he's so awsm and hot and everything else...
wait, wait... u noe what i've also realized?? LIAM is really good at football!!!! looks like there's more to ghetto boy (lolz) than i thought. o and, bree and lia patched up!! mwahahahahahaha. my doings at work!! *grin*
um after lunch, during library, we had these little slips of ppr where we're supposed to write down the stuff that we're bringing for the xmas drive down. i had one with a pink bow, mel got a yellow bowed one, and bree a pink bowed one like mine. i dont know, the yellow appealed to me more. so i switched with mel. it was then i realized that kt was a wearing a yellow shirt so i was like cool. then next thing i knew, i was doodling on my bow with my black pen, i guess i was subconciously doing kt's shirt collar and so ya, i had a bowtie that looked like kt's shirt. lolz. i scare myself sometime, 2 obsessive.
also, when kt was getting his math checked by Ms. A, mel and kristen was like,.... um... shall i say, um.... "staring" at his ass?.... no other way 2 put it. so ya, they called me over and i was like... uh..... uh..... then i started blushng etc etc etc. and 4 some reason, i started shaking mel so hard, o god, was i strangling her??? meanwhile screaming in a whisper (i know scream and whisper dont go 2gether, but thats the only way 2 put it), "he's mine! he's MINE!" and kristen was all like, oh-thats-real-subtle-dorcy. well, u noe what? he might realize that i like him, cause i dont thnk the secret is gonna last anyways what with liam's little mouthings and signals. besides, it's not like kt noes who "he" is anyways, hes probably thinking that im talking bout orlando or chad or some guy in teen ppl.
of course, sicne xmas is upcoming, we're having (hopefully) a secret santa thing. as long as no one objects, we're having one. i'm gonna bring multiple random things. of course im gonna get kt something. and i cant forget ma gfs. but i'll have 2 keep it low profile on account of how ms a says the total cannot surpass $10. o well... np. its all 4 good fun anyways. but still, what should i get them?? dilema... *insert msn thinking emotion here*
well, by the end of the day, i got a 15 on my violin test!!! so happy, so thrilled. of course, kt got a 15 too. no surprises there. perfection. lolz
wait, wait... i almost forgot. when i came back from the freezing cold, kt was online and he started a convo with me!!!! WHEEEE! at that point, i was practically floating!!! i cant believe he started a convo with me!! well, he said "hippie". (so so kt-ish lolz) well, knowing me, i had nothing 2 reply to that, so um... i just went "..." and started saying how random he was and its really hard 2 start a convo with him. ugh. such an idiot. that of course resulted in no more conversing between us. SHEESH im soooo mad at my self. how can i be such a complete dumbass??? im right, i'm great with relationships cept my own. *sigh* ugh, i'm such a moron!!!! I HATE MYSELF!! *sob* kt signed off without saying bye... *sob*
98 / 80 = 1.225
Throwing you kisses @ 5:09 PM
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