Friday, November 19, 2004
o and b4i go off snoozing my head off, i just have 2 write down this dream i had. its not a very excititng dream but its not often i dream, or at least to have dreams which i can remember. needa 2 record it 4 future reference to prove to myself how overly obsessed i am with kt. (not that its a absolutely positive thing but watever, me 2 sleepy 2 b logical)
so ya, i was dreaming so dont expect anything 2 make sense. um.. i was at school, talking with ppl waiting 4 the bell to ring. the kt joined us. then the bell rang and kt walked way with his bag 2 his locker no less. i, for some weird reason, was stil talking, which was strange considering ms-goody-two-shoes wuold never dare to be l8. so ya, i was standing there and all of a sudeen, maple leaves started falling like cherry blossoms and all, so next thing i knew, the leaves became cherry blossoms. dont ask
um ya. then kt walks back with what appears to look like a bunny stuffed animal thingy. turns out its earmuffs. weird huh. and he comes over, said nothing just stood there. i looked him 4 a couple secs and asked him whats he back here 4 and he just gave me the cutish earmuffs. i got all shocked an all and went all ditzy like, "is this for me?!?!?" and he was... dont quite remember but he did something that proved my guess was rite...
so then, of course, i was all he's-so-sweet me being crazy over him and all. so i threw my arms around him and gave him a huge hug. its weird cause i imagined that i actually jumped UP to hug him with my feet off the ground. i mean, kt's tall, but he isn't THAT tall. but then again, dreams rn't supposed 2 make sense. so i was hugging him and all, being all happy and kt sorta just stood there, not doing anything, then he hugged me back, i guess sorta awkwardly. its a dream, so i dont remember everything. but is soooooo sweet.
i actually remembered a dream so sweet this time. so proud of myself. *pats self on back* i dont really ask 4 much do i, just like u noe, kt 2 b more approachable, and possibly Me give Him a hug and not the other way around. i just want him 2 actually accept a hug but ya, kt has this invisible force field round him that keeps all girls off him so ya wahtever.
i demand very little but i'll just wait i guess. valentines only 86 days away. i've already made up my mind that i will tell him then so i'll just c on that day.
98 / 86 = 1.14 AHHHHH
Throwing you kisses @ 10:58 PM
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