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Thursday, November 25, 2004

la la la, me in such good mood 2day!!!!! shall recount day in chrono...chro....chronologi.... UGH... in the order that events took place...

well, i noe this is all nitty bitty umimportant stuff, but hey, i mean, its important in today. besides, it's these random stuff that compiles life... woah, thats deep... lolz

so ya anyways, i was soooooo psyched in the morning cause kt sat at my group 4 2 whole periods!!!! AHH *runs in berserk circles doing victory dance ah-woooooooo*. i noe its no big deal, but to me, his littlest remarks can make or break my day. i can break down over one snide comment yet go crazy about the one look he throws at me. thats how crazy i am. i love him sooooo much. yes u heard me, not like, not crush, not adore, not luv, but LOVE! yes, im crazy... but u knew that....

moving on......... there was concert choir, where u noe, the sopranoes were sitting opposite the baritones and yada. they didn't do anything out of the ordinary 2day but its still nice, to know that kt is sitting opposite me feels me with love. he's my 4ever crush. wait... wait... going off topic... *frantic swerve back onto right track* kkz, so now that im back, on the right track, i mean, i will tell u bout the freakish thing the baritones aka the guys did.

ok, so we were singing, rite? rite. nothing special bout that, but during apple wassail, there was this part where you're supposed to yell "HEAR IT!" and during this part, all the guys went "DORCY!" which was weird cause i could swear i could eyes looking my way when the guys yelled taht! i didn't allow my gaze to linger though, cause i thought then that i was hallucinating or whatever, but its so much of a coincidence that i heard my name screamed and half the baritone staring my way. so jsut 2 make sure i wasn't too caught up in my own little world, i asked bree, she didn't hear it, so i convinced myself that i was have a delusion or something.

but then, there was a second time, and bree heard it! so i wasn't dreaming! and it makes sense 2, the whole concert, i could c mitri and wes whispering and staring at me weirdly. u noe wat, im interrogating accomplice no 1 aka mitri, but no answers yet. blog if answer recieved. anyways, kt refused 2 sit up, u now its bad posture and bad 4 ur backbones and further more, i cant c him!!! wtever.

moving on...

wait... NEWSFLASH!!! turns out its a chris thing, something bout hayha being on crack or something, not quite sure, but whatever.

back 2 my day. so ya after school, i asked bree bout if liam talked 2 her yet. i got a NO! liam, that dumbass, he's supposed 2 make the move, that moron. so ya, i spent time comforting bree and went 2 confront that poohead of a liam. turns out that he thnks she was mad and is "scared" or something bout it. so then i was like, u make the move, u poo. then he was like, stop taling bout it or i'll tell ppl bout ur secret aka me liking kt. so i was like, ok. but u noe liam just had 2 tell may bout it. i dont really mind, but u noe, liam is not taking the whole secret thing seriously enough. i mean, its supposed 2 b private. u noe what, i swear, i'm gonna b so right that the secret is not gonna last until xmas. well, thx 2 mel, im now invited 2 dvd's xmas party where kt will be invited 2. lolz. *big hugz, mel*

u noe what, i have the distinct feeling that the guys know bout the whole kt thing. i mean, if he treat it so lightly in front of mitri + may, whats to stop him from telling everyone else? and its not like chris and ppl didn't hear his "whisper". if those ppl know, then like mel said, the whole school will know. *sigh* i would so much rather tell kt myself.

well, dismissing that depressing thought, i'll move on 2 tell u that thx 2 me being a hopeless busybody, bree and lia r now back 2gether...! bad news 4 mel, but doesnt really matter 2 me. lolz ^^ 4 further details click here and here.

so ya, i went 2 mel's house, the guys ditched us, sigh but we finished the dance anywyas. completely kick-ass or bootylicious or whatever u'd like 2 call it. girls rule!!! am 2 lazy 2 blog, 4 complete details on "major" events, plz visit here

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Throwing you kisses @ 10:17 PM

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Dorcy
Call me Dorce, Dolce, Xi
Im simple
Im deep
Im dumb
Im smart
Im conceited
Im self-aware
Im crazy
Im logical
Im loud
Im quiet
Im unfeeling
Im caring
Im messy
Im lazy
Im everything I love
Im everything I hate.




Feeling Restless
Time 10:28a.m.
Whereabouts Home
Weather Sunny
Wearing Yellow Tank + Green LaSenza PJs
Cash $230 (69 thongs)
Drinking Nothing
Eating Cough Lorenze Lorenge Lozenges
Talking to No one
Listening to Only Hope
To-do Make plans
Doing Thinking
Avoiding High School
Loving Kaitai







10/31/2004 - 11/07/2004
11/07/2004 - 11/14/2004
11/14/2004 - 11/21/2004
11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004
11/28/2004 - 12/05/2004
12/05/2004 - 12/12/2004
12/12/2004 - 12/19/2004
12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004
12/26/2004 - 01/02/2005
01/02/2005 - 01/09/2005
01/09/2005 - 01/16/2005
01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005
01/23/2005 - 01/30/2005
03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005
03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005
03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005
03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005
04/10/2005 - 04/17/2005
04/17/2005 - 04/24/2005
04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005
05/08/2005 - 05/15/2005
05/15/2005 - 05/22/2005
05/22/2005 - 05/29/2005
05/29/2005 - 06/05/2005
06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005
06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005
07/03/2005 - 07/10/2005
07/10/2005 - 07/17/2005
07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005
07/24/2005 - 07/31/2005
07/31/2005 - 08/07/2005
08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005
08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005
09/04/2005 - 09/11/2005
10/02/2005 - 10/09/2005




Past
Shannie
'laine
Mel
Bree
Shar
Miv
Mitri



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